bettering self · change · college · happiness

i have a crisis coming up

I am going to be turning 20 in a little over a month.

I don’t know what to do.  I mean, I have all of these goals.  All of these dreams that I haven’t accomplished yet.  It is terrifying to look down and realize that there is this precipice that I am standing upon.

What do I want to do?  I’ve been in college for two years and I have two more ahead of me.

I know what I want to do, but I don’t.  I do not know who I am.

I’m a nerd, but I’m not.  I’m cute, but I’m not.  I’m funny, but I’m not.

I don’t know who I am.

And I’m scared of what comes next.

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